Gabi. Galing sa galaan. Masaya. Ito yung pangunahing nararamdaman ko nung umuwi ako. Punong puno ng emosyon. Ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko nuon dahil sa unang taon ng pagkawala ng aking ina ay napalitan dahil kasama ko ang mga kaibigan ko at dahil nasakin ka. Okay na ko pag naiisip ko na nanjan ka!
Pero nung gabing un, iniwan mo din ako. Sa hindi ko maintindihang dahilan. Iniwan mo ko. Ginamit. At ngayon ako ay nag-iisa. Ang tanong ko, anong napala mo nung ginago mo ko? Pinili ko to. Pinili kita. Kahit na may mga tao/ bagay na mas makakapagpasaya sakin. Pinili kita. Nakuntento ko sa kung anong meron tayo. Ikaw pa nga nagsabi niyan. Ee bat ang ending parang kinain mo lahat ng sinabi mo?
Bakit kailangan mo iparamdam sakin yung sakit na naramdaman mo nung iniwan kita? Ano to gantihan lang? Ito pa yung tinatawag mong fair? Masaya ka ba dahil sa ginawa mo? Kung masama lang akong tao, ginawa ko na yung bagay na makakasira sayo para hndi ka sumaya. Pero hindi ko kaya ee. Natatakot ako sa karma. Hahayaan ko na lang yun para gumanti sayo. I know karma will get you.
Hindi mo alam na simula nung gabi yun, pakiramdam ko punong-puno ng galit tong puso ko. Sana. Sana. Sana hindi na lang nangyari to. :'(
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Fresh Coffee. Romantic Space.
"Stick with friends who saw you, when nobody else did, and who were true from the very start."
Last thursday, I met with Bru because we simply miss each other. We're supposed to just have coffee but we end up eating at Pasta Plate then Holly's. Grabe! I miss them! Parang its been a while since I've met with them.
Eat. Coffee. Chill. Catching up. Time flies fast. I didn't expect that we're now graduating. Usually, pag nakikita kami laging lovelife ang pinag-uusapan but that time was different. Hahaha! We talked about graduation picture. creative shot and future plans. Hahaha! Saraaaap lang! :))
Thank You girls for stick with me through thick and thin. I could not ask for more. Kayo lang ang the best na nakaka'handle ng moody-ness ko. Thank you thank you guys. I love you! I shall see you soon. :)
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Magka'ibigan! :))))
Maligayang Kaarawan, Baby! :)
"Ang isang tunay na kaibigan ay hindi nagsasawa at napapagod sa mga napakawalang kwenta mong drama mo sa buha kahit paulit ulit pa." -Peji, 2011
Hindi man sapat ang dalawang taon ng pagiging magkaibigan natin, napatunayan ko na natagpuan ko na ang isa sa mga tunay na kaibigan na pahahalagahan ko habang buhay.
Salamat sa oras ng oras na binigay mo sakin. Mapa'tambayan pa yan, Party o ano man. Hindi ka nagsasawa sa mga kalokohan ko. Hahaha!
Salamat kasi kahit na maraming issue na taong natatanggap o sumusubok na sumira satin. Nandito pa din tayo. Got each other back ika nga! Haha! Natutuwa na lang talaga ako pag naaalala ko na close na tayo ngayon. Sobrang close pa ahh! :)) Salamat talaga!
Inaalay ko tong blog na to dahil birthday mo. Na kahit na minsan feeling ka, LOVE pa rin kita! Kahit na ako ung sinasama mo pag imemeet mo boylet mo at nagseselos ako, LOVE pa din kita! Hahaha!
Sana naging masaya ka celebrating your 20th birthday not just with me but with your friends who value and believe your worth! :) Ako nandito lang ako lagi. Ipagtatanggol sa mga taong nang-aaway sayo o kahit na sinong mananakit sayo. Happy Happy 20th Birthday. :)
* P.S.
-Ang saya ko talaga sa 2day celebration mo. Sana ikaw din! Haha! :) I love you and I miss you! :*
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Reunion.
Last Friday, October 7 we had this mini reunion. All right! I confess! I miss them. We had dinner at Timeout, UM. catching up. Kulitan. Casey, Tara and Patricia went home with me then Jamie and Berns followed. We did nothing but I feel it kinda special. It's been a while since I got to bond with these girls. Though Jamie is being KJ in revising her thesis! Hahaha!
Around 6pm, we decided to have a celebration of Patricia's birthday. We bought isaw and something to drink. Then we had a non-stop kwentuhan and tawanan! Simply the best.
I really don't care if we had a issue or said something negative with each other. I believed that people change and I never went wrong in trusting this people again. Past is past and so the negative stuffs we said. This time, I don't care if people will try to break us down. All I care is these people. Its time for us to start fresh. Its really worth it for keeping this kind of friends! I love you girls! :)
Around 6pm, we decided to have a celebration of Patricia's birthday. We bought isaw and something to drink. Then we had a non-stop kwentuhan and tawanan! Simply the best.
I really don't care if we had a issue or said something negative with each other. I believed that people change and I never went wrong in trusting this people again. Past is past and so the negative stuffs we said. This time, I don't care if people will try to break us down. All I care is these people. Its time for us to start fresh. Its really worth it for keeping this kind of friends! I love you girls! :)
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