Simula nung nalaman ko, lagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko ay bakit? Bakit ikaw na least expected person na gagawa skin nun? Bakit ikaw na tinuring kong brother from another mother? Hindi ako bitter or what just because I still have feelings for her. I'm disturbed because I simply cannot believe it.. Kasi kahit nakikita ko na meron talaga, inalis ko sa isip ko yun eh! Reason ko? Hindi mo magagawa skin yun.. :( What happened to "hindi ako tutulad skanya!"? Magulo. Ayoko i'entertain pero hindi ko mapigilan.
Tell me, hindi ba kayo nagkikita in between work? offs? or any random day? Para i'reason out na busy tayo para makapag'usap.. If you guys really wanted to talk to me, bago pa man mag'start yan sinabi niyo na.. And you know na I'm always free.. As far as I remember, dalawang beses mo na ko dinitch.. Always saying na you're going to drop by. Dati-dati nagagawan natin ng time na magkita, mag'bond. Ano nangyari?
And to tell you, hindi ko sya sinabi kahit kanino kaya para sabihin na "ang bilis ng balita ahh", "I know you guys". Since when ka naging judgmental? Hindi kita nakilala na ganyan. Ikaw yung isa sa pinaka'mature na taong nakilala ko kaya nakaka'disappoint na ikaw din gagawa skin nito.. And I know or siguro nagalit ka dun sa post ko pero you can't blame me. I feel so betrayed.. lalo na sayo. Pakiramdam ko you chose her over me. :(
You're one of the person I trusted and the one person I wanted to keep for the rest of my life. Kaya nga ang sakit nito para skin. Sorry. :(