Quick Post.

Just a quick post.

I think I am about to explode. My heart is full of random thoughts, unexpected feelings and words left unsaid. What should I do? I know this is not the right time to tell him everything but this is the only time to tell him all.

For the longest time, I started to feel afraid again. Afraid of rejection. Afraid of expectation. Afraid of what could he say. Afraid of everything. How can you start one thing if you're afraid of it?

What if he's different? What if I don't even know him now? What if he don't want me back, even just for a friend? What if pain changes him? A lot of questions is bugging my mind. I am afraid to hear all the answers.

I don't know how many post in this blog has been dedicated to him. All I know is for almost 4 long years, I've been fooling myself that I already moved on. But the truth is, I never gave up. I didn't let go. I still love him and I just stopped showing (saying it). The feelings didn't changed.

What should I do?

Rooftop Prince

I'll admit it, I'm a sucker of Korean dramas/movies. I really cant explain it but there's something about there dramas that will make you so hooked. Some of the dramas/movies can make an expression like, "That's it?", "Bitin!", "Grabe!" and a lot more.

Recently, I just finish watching Rooftop Prince. I've heard of it for a while but reading the story line makes me say "Ay! Hindi realistic." but upon starting it, I just can stop watching! :)

It is a story about the Crown Prince that was transported 300 years into the present day. They believe that reincarnated to figure out the reason behind the Crown Princess' murder in order return to Joseon. The Crown Prince along with his 3 subordinates fell into Pak Ha's rooftop, a mid-20's cheerful woman that become they're guardian.

Do you kind of believe it fate? That everyone of us has her own partners that is destined to us even before we are born? That no time and distance can interfere fate? That if you two are really meant to be, you will meet at the end?

This drama shows that there is fate. The story may not be that realistic but it can make you believe that there is really fate. And when fate takes control of everything, you can force it to stop or continue. It will happen at the right time, for the right reason, right place and person.

Photo from Google.

Watching movies like this makes me believe in love, destiny and fate. I may have miserable love life now, I know I will get the chance to meet the one and only that is destined for me. The one that I love and love me back. Let's just not rush into things. As what elders says: "Huwag mo hanapin and pag-ibig, haban hinahanap mo 'to, magiging mailap sayo. Hayaan mong tandhana ang gumawa ng paraan." (Don't look for love. The more you're seeking for love, the less possibilities of  having it. Let the destiny do it for you).

Okay! I am becoming cheesy and hopeless romantic here. I need to end this blog post. Bye! :)

Salamat 2012..

Maraming rason para magpasalamat ako sa nagdaang taon. Taong dapat pasalamatan. Experience na masarap at masakit balikan. Maituturing mang hindi ka'swertehan ang taong nakalipas para sa akin marami pa ring dahilan para namnamin at alalahanin ang bakas na iniwan ng 2012.

• Narating ko ang sa unang pagkakataon ang Singapore. Isang maunlad na bansa at malayong malayo sa katayuan ng Pilipinas. Maraming pasyalan na talagang maiingganyo ka. gugustuhin mong magbalik-balik sa lugar na ito.

Me at Merlion.

• Natunghayan ko sa ang Hot Air balloon Festival sa Pampanga. Matagal ko ng gusto masaksihan ito. Ngayong 2012 lang ako nabigyan ng pagkakataon.

• Nagpakulot ako ng buhok.

Thank you Status Salon. ;)

• Natapos ko ang Kursong Hotel and Restaurant Management. Maraing salamat sa lahat ng walang sawang sumuporta at nagbigay lakas ng loob para makaya at tapusin ang kursong ito. Utang ko lahat sainyo to. Thank you! :)

• Naka'experience ako ng tinatawag na "Foam Party" na ang suot ay pantalon, tank top at doll shoes.

Happy birthday Sweetie Pie. :)

• Reuniting with Marco Gabriel Llamas. Pagkalipas ng 4 na taong pamamalagi sa Australia, naisipan niyang bumisita sa Pinas. What's up, mate? :)

• Natapos ko ang pinakunang 5k run ko. Salamat sa Hyundai para napakasayang fun run na to. 

• Wakeboarding.

Salamat, CWC!

• Maging bahagi ng ika-100 taon ng Paco Catholic School.

• Surfing at Surfing Capital of the Philippines, San Juan. Isang bago, nakaka'addict at mahal na hobby.

You can't stop the waves, but you can learn how to surf.

• Makaranas ng "bar hoping". Central taft- Eastwood- Eden-Blue Onion-Mcdo.

• Be a bookworm.Matatawag bang book worm kung puro ganito ang binabasa ko? :)

At marami pang ibang libro. :)

• Marating ang Bohol.

• Mahanap ang kauna-unahan kong trabaho.

My IHOP Family.

Sadyang ang mga bagay ay may kanya-kanyang pagkakataon. Nagpapasalamat ako sa laht ng naging bahagi ng 2012 ko. Marami akong napuntahan, nakilala at natikman. Lahat ng pinagsamahan at ala-ala ay aking pakaiingat-ingatan at magpakailanmang mananatili sa puso ko. :) Salamat 2012.

NYE! :)

I am truly blessed and blissful to be celebrating New Year's Eve with the people I love the most. I literally could not ask for more. I am speechless.

I'll be sharing our wonderful pictures on how happy we were..

Kamayan.

Sidewalk sa may Harrison.

MOA.. :)

Tequila shot to welcome 2013.

Samantha Arabella

Resolutions? More of a Dream.

Since the 2013 came, almost everyone is saying "This is gonna be a great year."or "this will definitely be my year". and whatsoever. That is how Filipino thinking is all about. Embracing the positivity as the days and months came by to lessen the negative vibes that will come along the way.

One day, as I am watching some of my favorite series, I realized that I have a lot of dreams I need to at least achieve this year.

So instead of making New Year's Resolution which I know that I can't finish or accomplish by the end of the year, I decided to list down my dreams, goal and bucket list. This include short-term and long-term goal.

I know with Ora et Labora (Prayer and Work) plus perseverance and hardwork, I can achieve all of my dreams.

• Open up a new savings account. I will be working in a few weeks now and I promised myself to at least save a 500 pesos per cut-off. 

• Buy at least one Jordan shoes. As soon as I saw the White cement, Black cement and the Aj4 Breds, I am willing to give up my 1 month salary for these shoes.

• Buy myself a new phone. I am still bitter about what happened to me last month. So I need to buy one.

• Put up my own restaurant. I kinda have a bright idea on how I want my restaurant to look like. It will be a art gallery/cozy tambayan and a restaurant.It will definitely be affordable and I will make sure na babalik-balikan sya ng tao.

So basically that's it. I might not be able to do it if I will still add more. I am hoping to be able to do three of it by the end of the year. You maybe know the thing that is easiest to do there. Wish me good luck.